Friday, March 25, 2016

Should I or Not?

“Umm…no Dolkar you can’t go today, as the day does not suit you very much” sipped suja half a bamboo cup and continued, “it would be better if you postpone  your journey to few days from now” a wise astrologer’s face speaks more than what he mean upon the matter. Dolkar not very much content with the advice of him, give an artificial grin and respond, “but I have already plucked the oranges and am ready with half a dozen of horses”, “my oranges will get spoiled if I don’t reach it on time to Daifam”.
The very next morning I saw her getting ready for a day long journey. While Dolkar and his friends have a hot and aromatic breakfast sited in horseshoe, their porters enjoy the maize grain mixed with fresh buckwheat. Before I could ask myself where I am heading towards, I saw a huge boulder rolling with anger from above our path and hitting the stranger who was on his way to Minjiwoong. I screamed to the top of my voice as if to befall the solution before my feet. No! It can’t be what a fool I am dreaming when is already under the blue sky.
“Yes! Till now nobody in this valley had been grief stricken because they listened to what I have told” with his already wrinkled forehead, frowned and with much concern remarked “she didn’t listen to my advice, I am afraid she might have to face the sin of defying the divine’s words”. He already knew that the god is pretty much disheartened with an innocent woman, still then he prayed to please the god to at least lessen the degree of sin.
On her half way, when she crossed the Dansari River, she fell down the bridge along with the basket full of oranges. It so happened, when the horses rushed over the bridge upon hearing the horrifying roar of the tiger from the nearest fat jungle. “Oh! My god! The news is quite terrifying, so what….” He couldn’t complete his sentence before the tears gushed out of his lenses eyes. I too was helpless at that very moment rather than to lend a hand to her kith and kin to pour the rain of agony to an ocean of misery.
It was the period when earth gets carpeted with yellow leaves all over. I got an official enveloped letter which reads, “chencho! You are lucky enough to be selected for a special course offered by the Tarayana Foundation, and you will be flying to Australia this Tuesday. Report to the Tarayana office latest by this Monday with all the required documents” without looking at from where the letter is, I rushed towards my old calendar and to my dismay it was Friday. I stretched my arms and legs to calm myself down and realized that my left ankle is sprained when stepped onto the uneven earth the previous day, but I am strong enough not to let this bursary let off my way with such a minute excuses.

The next day despite the wise man’s caution I started my journey. When I neared the defunct Dolkars house which has turned to a graveyard, I could draw a long tragedy of a woman who herself paved a route to graveyard and drowned herself down the life’s beauty. I neither stepped forward nor backward, stood myself like Alice in wonder land. Hundreds of thousands thoughts crossed my hairy head. Should I proceed for my sack or should I not for god’s sack?

-Tashi Dendup
12 Sci "C"
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